Crowns, Canvases, and Connection: Trading Bits for Bliss in a World of Bots ππΌοΈπ§
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π§βοΈΒ Meditations & Milestones: Got a dental crown π and felt accomplished. Uploaded an awesome video made during lunch π¬. Decided to swap daily writing for creating expressive images/paintings πΌοΈ to improve skills and publish those instead. Realized the need to stop consuming media after work ππΊ to keep the brain learning π§ . Felt good about family watching on YouTube as a way to stay connected without spreading thin π¨π©π§π¦.
π₯ Hormonal Energy & Connection: Felt great after a quick meditation and noted soft hair β¨. Consciously ignores TV/YouTube war news ("War only exists if you're watching" theory) πβ. Experiencing intense horniness π₯΅ after nearly 2 months of semen retention ("war in the ball sack" metaphor) π₯. Noticed highly suggestive bots on social media π€ and serendipitous moments (like seeing the "reverse" Uno card π) confirming connection/horny imagination. Recalls a hot, non-verbal gym encounter with "hungry eyes" π, viewing it as universe confirmation.
πΌ Future Plans & Finances: Getting paid next week and starting a new schedule (Sundays only, no Fridays!) π. Training for front desk work in addition to driving πβ‘οΈπͺ. Plans to pay for dating apps like Tinder Gold ($$) π°, believing value and opportunities (including jobs) come from investing in connections. Planning a business portfolio for "Secure Payments LLC" with goals, contracts, and acquisition strategy π. Wants to study successful people (brokers, builders) to replicate their success π.
π‘ Location & Self-Love: Feeling sexy and confirmed by the universe (watch beep) π―. Sees others' beauty as a reflection of self. Thinking of keeping a storage unit far away π¦ instead of renting locally to save money and maintain an excuse to visit his "home" area (water, Jade Dragon). Ready to explore the new city (tours, museums) to make it feel more like home and generate content ποΈ. Anticipates meeting new people (friends and dates) now that money is coming in, ready to "diversify" and take things slow π’β€οΈ. Everything is working out, feeling aligned and wonderful.